Ok! Comp practice... I'll tell you about the good stuff first.
Had a great day. I am utterly grateful to have such great friends. We had lunch, nibbles and a lovely day.
Only got to do one hand after all the yapping. I finished and I was.... need I say DISAPPOINTED!!! Ok I wasn't expecting a miracle. I worked on the points I was given from the forum and what I ended up with wasn't great. Ok I know I am my own worst critique but competition nails are about extravagant and flawless nails.
Now mine are flaw full and I finished knowing this. I didnt even rinse hands before taking pics as I didn't even feel they were worthy of being critiqued. Although I shared the pics with a few of my nail tech friends and got some more advice.
I only see it fit that I post the photos as a reminder for me and for you of todays mountain and when I overcome it.
Although I am down and still modeless I can say this journey by no means is easy. Not that I thought it would be but emotionally it is trying. Questioning every creative vein in my body and ability.(This isnt a mission to the moon.. I know but hey it means something to me).
I shared some of my ideas re:product discovery with my friends and got a positive reception so far.
Had a not so nice comment about enhancements that I shall choose to ignore as not everyone will see what you do and realise that what Bob does doesn't mean Steve will do the same( Although it got me mad, mad enough to upset my chi for the day).
To close positive day with positive outcomes with a few sprinkles of doubt and negativity thrown in.
I love my mates and thank you so much for today.xx (Assuming y'all will log on to my blog)
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